April 2010
Countdown
10 Things you want: Another tattoo To shrink/solve other bodily issues To have enough money to travel/ be able to experience the places I go in the way I hope to A manicure and a peticure A haircut? and Dye? Graduation A boy. My license A wonderful summer vacation (AKa completed list of what I want to do this summer) To be flexible! 9 Musicians/bands you love: Ingrid Michaelson Regina Spektor Any...
March 2010
Kill time.
Hi, my name is: Madeleine
Never in my life have I been: Pregnant
The one person who can drive me nuts is: There’s more than one.
High school: Is almost over
When I’m nervous: I fidget
The last song I listened to was: Summer Overture from Requiem
If I were to get married right now my best man/maid of honor: Kathleen
My hair is: Wavy and knotty, until you brush it.
When I was 5: I...
A constant.
I was looking through my old posts and I found one that said the word wanderlust, and beneath it I wrote as the caption “I have it, I have it, I have it.” Which is weird, because today when I reposted a different image that also said wanderlust, I gave it the same caption. I guess things haven’t really changed much!
Been there, done that.
1. Had a threesome. (not quite sex, but there were three of us…) 2. Been drunk. 3. Touched a real gun. (Just a hunting gun) 4. Did drugs. 5. Wrote on a bathroom stall. (Not that I can remember, but it seems strange that it would be something I haven’t done) 6. Took “naughty” pictures of myself. (Oops. Fuck you, O) 7. Had sex. 8. Got into a fist fight. (Sort of) 9. Used Twitter. 10....
I’m sorry, Ms. Jackson.
I have a future!
I got in to Emerson and their BFA Acting program!
Toast and jam.
I think that sounds so appetizing right now. I just butchered a cucumber trying to peel it properly, and that was all I have eaten so far for dinner. I’m still rather peckish.
Fury
I want to destroy something.
I made it through this day without breaking, and I only had to hold it back once. But now I feel like a tidal wave is crashing down on top of me. I am mad. I miss him. I can hardly catch my breath, or see through my swollen eyes. I do not know what to do, or how to grieve anymore.
Be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe, No less than the trees and the stars;You have a right to be here.And whether or not it is clear to you,No doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. -Max Ehrmann… I’m going to start being gentle with myself.
